im back from the 3 days holiday. pergh it was damn fun. i think after this, i may be moving to melaka. you know, work there and take care of my grandma puan. at least ill have my family near me and ill get to eliminate some of the homesick feelings. its quite dark in this room. it gives me a boost in writing more....
i went back to melaka with abu. we kinda had a heart to heart talk. i knew that i could always rely on him. we stopped at the ayer keroh restoran jejantas to get some baskin & robins icecream. havent had dat in a while. it was quite a long conversation. planning out the future of our family, who to do what, what to change, who to watch over more. you see, i have the biggest responsibility ever. have you ever thought, what would you do if your parents suddenly passed away and whats left is you and your siblings. yeah you may have a big sis or bro but hey, in this case... I am the big sis or bro. i have to watch out for everybody. i have to be more alert. i have to put their needs first on top of mine. so me and abu did some strategizing. he is in the same situation as me. we just dont want anything bad to happen. enough is enough. me and him...yeah we're the damned ones. i bet other people dont even think about all this. huh......
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