"I can give, I can recieve, but I can not take."

Am i changing into someone i don't know? Why do i have a very big mouth? I feel like crawling into a small hole. Is it me or what? I need a sign. Am I tormenting my own self? Great..just great. Why am I always askin questions? I need answers. Life isn't as always as you want it to be. Right? I'm dyin in my own self...help...cao meng aa!